Hey there, yep its been a while but since i want to write this now and next wkend il have college again, and i doubt il be coming near my friend laptop, i might as well start.

Its been a long week or a long month, actually not cause its the middle of February and i bet itl fly by even faster than we cud expect it to. ive started college and to be entirely honest ,patience was the only thing that i needed the most all those months ago. nowadays i understand the implications and hurdles u have to come across if the spirit of now hits u on the head like a baseball bat!

Yep, we need to rust him more, and to be honest not even question it cause he knows what ure meant to be doin, and who u ment to come across in your life, yeh i did come across that person and im not goin to lie im still kinda holding on, but i know that i just shud concentrate the path tat he put me in front of cause that is way! more important, no time to yawn and let these opportunities pass us by. we only live once and i doubt we will be able to do or experience the same thing twice, 3 times or more if we mess it all up. sometimes its just easier to know that th time is not right and pray more, talk to him more, read the bible, and take one day at a time. wer not superheroes and we shud admit that.

i aint and by learning more about me through him i see the day even more clearer than on a very cloudy day. cause wen u know its all goin great, its almost like butter on a nice hot cross bun!

what i am saying, is that having patience these days is like being ur own millionaire ,u have to earn it or if u wana put it this way, grow it like tomatoes so that u can use it like ketchup to prepare urself before the exiting stuff enters ur life all of a sudden and u dont rush into it without any idea what it is ure actully doin.

support others around u and encourage them to do the same for others, distract them with other things, like helping others, getting involved in projects to make ur community flourish and by the time ure finished, something always will pop up like a mushroom and ul know how to deal with it, weighing ure options wisely.

Good luck to all of yous growing ure tomatoes! Loads love, oks